foodyas

urgh

2007-09-21T18:54:59Z

i hate myself

3 day fruit fast starting tomorrow. mmm fruit.

Week 2, Day 4 (64 Days to go)

2007-09-13T09:48:01Z

current weight 203.4

To meet your goal you need to lose about 3.11lbs per week

So last night went really really well. Scotland managed to beat France and i felt victorious. lol. Had a few higher cal drinks than i intended to (orange and lemonade) and ate a few prawn crackers when i came home, but i refuse to feel bad about that! did end up eating half that pizza thought, which was 550 cals. yuck. it wasn't even that good, which made me more annoyed, because if im spending that amount of calories, i'd at least like it to be something i REALLY enjoy. like macaroni or something.

I always find the downside of eating less is definately being more tired. i think i slept better last nite than i have been doing, so it was a relief.

I think the Zantrex is working, because usually if i'd had such a carbohydratey meal and then a few drinks i would of stayed the same or gained. but the scale was definately down this morning, although it gave me a few different answers. stupid scale.

i have no idea what i'm going to eat today. i bought a few grapefruits so i might have one for lunch later.

4.4lbs for this weeks target. not sure i can make it, but that wont stop me from trying.

Goals -

~~2/9/07 - 212lbs~~ NEVER AGAIN
~~9/9/07 - 206lbs~~ MET
16/9/07 - 199lbs
23/9/07 - 196lbs
30/9/07 - 193lbs
7/10/07 - 189lbs
14/10/07 - 186lbs
21/10/07 - 183lbs
28/10/07 - 180lbs
4/11/07 - 177lbs
11/11/07 - 174lbs
16/11/07 - 172lb

Week 2, Day 2 (66 days to go)

2007-09-11T09:44:57Z

i need to lose approx 3.33lbs per week
0.47lbs per day.
i can do this

i obviously need to constantly remind myself where im going.
had about 600 cals yesterday, including a proper meal. i took Zantrex3 before i ate it and was up half the night.
going to eat some mackeral and salad @ around 3pm today, after taking Zantrex3. then hopefully i can sleep tonight.

Tonight i'm also going to have slimatea before bed, which clears out your system.

Goals -

~~2/9/07 - 212lbs~~ NEVER AGAIN
~~9/9/07 - 206lbs~~ MET
16/9/07 - 199lbs
23/9/07 - 196lbs
30/9/07 - 193lbs
7/10/07 - 189lbs
14/10/07 - 186lbs
21/10/07 - 183lbs
28/10/07 - 180lbs
4/11/07 - 177lbs
11/11/07 - 174lbs
16/11/07 - 172lbs

Week 2, Day 1 (67 days to go)

2007-09-10T11:10:31Z

Goals -

2/9/07 -   212lbs
9/9/07   -   206lbs (met)
16/9/07 - 199lbs
23/9/07 - 196lbs
30/9/07 - 193lbs
7/10/07 - 189lbs
14/10/07 - 186lbs
21/10/07 - 183lbs
28/10/07 - 180lbs
4/11/07 - 177lbs
11/11/07 - 174lbs
16/11/07 - 172lbs

Just to remind myself, i have 7lbs to lose this week to meet my target. Also, drinking on Wednesday night, so no eating on the way home from pub. infact, minimal eating is called for this week. i will have to eat a home cooked meal tonight, so Zantrex before it. and no eating during the day, except for grapes

i cant believe that ive returned to this high weight before doing anything about it. ~~im a failure~~   if i keep saying that i'll never make my goals. and i NEED to. i feel like this is my last chance to make something of myself.

Week 1, Day 7

2007-09-09T20:06:32Z

foodyas @ 2007-03-23T08:59:00

2007-03-23T08:58:41Z

im so tired of being like, i wanna do this i wanna do that, i wanna be thin etc etc.

this challenge is the perfect opportunity to just do it, i feel a thousand times happier already.

foodyas @ 2007-03-21T11:28:00

2007-03-21T11:27:01Z

im actually disgusting

i actually hate myself

foodyas @ 2006-11-27T14:16:00

2006-11-27T14:16:23Z

met my target of 185, 5lbs lost this week.

right

4 weeks till xmas, whats everyone's plan?